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El dia de hoy he sido inspirada por miles de personas que escriben cosas que nos ayudan a todos! so he decidido empezar otro blog con mis recetas y recetas de otros lados que me gusten a mi! me encantaria encontrar entre mis amigos a gente que me quiera dar sus recetas para ponerlas aqui y obvio darles credito por ellas! pero seria excelente asi ya no estariamos apurados por no saber que cocinar!

It is Friday wooohooo!! tonight the cute BF and me are going running, because he swears he has a big belly and I just laugh and go along for the run! it cant hurt right! I am really excited to teach my YW this sunday looking forward to it..
I am determined to take my camera along today when I go running and take some pictures of the pretty sights I get to see while I run!!

The pic has nothing to do with my post but it is my latest creation and I am soo proud of it!

there are turning points in our lives! I have been thinking about those lately... tambien pense en que hay people that mark your life, events thar mark your life...

Estas fotos representan, gente, momentos, situaciones etc that changed my life....

To all of you who have made a difference in my life.. I do thank you for being part of me, for making me the person I am today and for stiking with me to help me become the person that I will become.

it has been a while since my last post! lots of new things happening.. but I was just called as the new YW´s president in my ward.. I am pretty scared and feel like I may not have what it takes to do a good job..
However, I recognize the blessings that this calling will bring to my life, I only have two girls but they are really fun, and I am learning a ton from them.

We have talked about taking care of our bodies and our goal this week was to take something from the lesson and apply it to our lives. There where 5 things we talked about:
1. knowledge
2. rest
3. nutrition
4. excercise
5. grooming

We said we would work on those elements this week and share what we did and how we felt, this coming sunday... I have been running my little legs off every day for the last two weeks.. I am working this week on reading my scriptures every day without skipping one , so that I can share with them my experience and the blessings that I´ve received from doing so. Este es el handout que hice para mis niñas, saqué la idea de paper cakes and icing.

so you get told again again what your limitations are, what you can and can't do.. they tell you, you can't dance because you have two left feet, the tell you you can't add because you just can do math, they tell you you can sing because you have it in you genes...
Many times I've been told what I can and can't do, but I think that I also have it in my genes to be stubborn like no one else can be, a friend or at least I thought so, once told me a CANT that really hurt me.. he said you know, you'll never get married because no one will want a girl like you with them... and I stared at the screen, asking myself if I read what he said right, as the day past I kept asking myself if that was true, and started to question my life.
I asked a couple of my friends if they thought the same thing of me, they kept saying that that wasn't true, but I kept believing it...

Has anyone seen August rush?? The little kid keeps saying that people want to take the music out of you, I think that's what that comment did to me, it took the music out of me... and I got used to the silence.. then the kid says that he was found, that everyone is meant to be found... And it happened to me, I was found! I was found by someone who sees more in me that just the crazy person that wants to do all this crazy things... we talk about what I want to do, and he says that he will help me do them! I still remember that day, when he asked that if I could do anything what would it be? and the question literally scared the crap out of me! I thought that if I told him, he would make fun of me and run away... but I told him, he smiled and said that he would love to help me do it... we kept talking, and one day I told him about the kid who took the music out of me... all he said was, that there are crazy people in this world! He said who wouldn't want to be with you? and I heard the music again... I think I was a little lost, and he found me... and when he did, I found myself.. I was and am happy, the happiest I've ever been, I laugh all day long, every day!
And so the story began, I was found!!! and I thank God everyday for sending him to find me! I now believe that everyone is meant to be found, by a person, by a profession, by a calling... we are meant to be found.. we are meant to be happy!!! I still sit in awe when we talk about all of our plans, and all of the many many things we will help each other do... and the long long long time we will have to them together! So to the kid who took the music out of me, thanks for doing so, because you only helped me appreciate it even more when I found it again!! And to you who helped me found it, I thank heavens every day because I have you in my life!

two things you should know about my blog before you start reading:

1.- escribo en ingles y en espanol, dependiendo de mi humor.
2.- escribo para mi!

empiezo esto por que tengo mucho que decir y a veces me es dificil solo decirlo con palabras, me ayuda escribirlo y leerlo creo que me hace encontrarle el sentido y evaluar la situacion. Como les digo en el punto numero dos, escribo para mi, y como antes he mencionado si alguien en el camino se encuentra con algo que le ayude, pues he ahi un bonus! Lo mas probable, es que no encuentren palabras rebuscadas, y que encuentren faltas de ortografia. Se van a dar cuenta del pesimo uso que hago de las comas, puntos y such grammatical utensils!

Escribir es algo que disfruto casi de la misma manera en la que disfruto bailar... por que no guardo un diario se han de preguntar? pues por que el papel me bloquea, veo papel y puff adios mis ideas... asi es mas facil, yo creo que es la seguridad de poder regresar y borrar y cambiar sin la necesidad de matar mas arboles... todos sabemos que los necesitamos.
En fin, bienvenidos a mi blog... espero que lo disfruten tanto como yo.. ustedes ya me conocen y saben quien soy creo que un run down de lo que soy y lo que me caracteriza esta demas...