lots to say! mixed feelings!??

Labels: - Saturday, December 26, 2009

ok so as I write this  I am about to shoot myself because I should have wrote it in episodes, you know? as it came! not all at once, just sooo many events lately, but here, I am going to attempt to make sense out of whatever I am thinking!!!!
....so I GOT MARRIED!!!!!!!!

yes ladies and gentlemen I am a married little Gaby isn't weird?? it is for me, I still have a hard time saying the word HUSBAND with the My before it! LOL it is just soo weird... but married life is awesome, I lay at night and think about this new stage of my life, that I get to share with the person I love, and who is sooo good and loving to me, I am just in awe at the marvelous huge blessing that I have to start my own eternal family... and it scares me to think that, the shoes are to big for me to fill, but then I know that I will be able to do so, if I am obedient and humble... you know it feels like it isn't real! I wonder if someday it will just be normal! I love being married, it is just to great to wake up every morning next to the person you love, and know that it will be like that FOREVER! best thing was that I got to share this special thing in my life with my family and close friends! I sure missed the ones that couldnt make it.. but it was just such a happy event in my life!!!

we were all exhausted and so we sat on the sidewalk and the parents and uncles were taking pictures of us!!! I love every single one of the people who are in that picture and that just makes me sooo happy!!! the best thing about that day was having my mom go through the temple with me and helping me out through it all... it was just such an experience, it just made the day extra especial to have her sit with me through the whole process I LOVE MY MOM!!!


and then Christmas came!! and it was just such a happy time!! Unlike any other year, most of my family was together and I got to spend it with the cute hubby and my whole family! we unwrapped so many gifts.. and the coolest part was that they were so simple just simple details that reminded us how much we all love each other, alot of the gifts were made especially for the person who got it! just to see the kids all so excited to open up all the gifts!!

 
look at his happy face! man I just have sooo many pictures and things to say hope you are not bored with all these things! LOL but it was just such a happy day!
The cute hubby had a dream ever since he was little, he wanted a classing volkswagen and so Santa brought it for him, we found a really good deal on one, and he went and picked it up... and it was hillarious he has been so excited about it we have been pushing the thing around because it wont start on its own, and I have laughed soooo hard! here's a pic!



and then came when we had to say goodbye! and I cried! I wish my mom could've stayed and my brother, and everyone! but they had to go and I had to stay, I was being left behind!! :( the poor hubby looked at me with a sad worried face and asked why was I crying!?  I told him I was just so sad they had to leave! and he hugged me tight and offered his shoulder for me to cry on, then when I was done crying he told me everything would be ok... we would save up and go visit and see them, and then I looked at him and I understood that my place was here with my hubby and though I was sad to let them go I was so very happy to know that a whole new life has started for me! so after all the crazy whirlwind of feelings... LOVE, gratefulness, happiness, nervousness, sadness, I was hugged and tucked into bed by my hubby who kissed my forehead and hugged me while he said he loved me and in that very instant I remembered why I chose him!

upside down!

Labels: - Monday, December 14, 2009


so today I felt inspired! lots of things have happened lately.. I have so much going on.... entonces cuando tu vida esta dando vueltas como loca derrepente es mucho y mucho y tu piensas y piensas y llegas a un punto en el que lo tienes que sacar!!? tiene sentido? no se, pero hoy entré a mi mail y vi que tenia mails atrasados de cosas que poner en scattersunshine entonces antes de empezar el ajetreado día decidí que era hora de dedicarle unos momentos y ponerle los updates... entonces termine eso y me di cuenta que tampoco he leido mis blogs! entonces tambien me tomé el tiempo de hacerlo y que encontre?
Encontre lo que he estado buscando toooda la semana, esta semana a estado upside down, la boda es el viernes y estoy en panico escenico! jajaja por mil y un cosas... y antier mi futuro esposo (que bonito se oye!!) y yo estabamos hablando de lo que nos hace falta y las cosas que tenemos que hacer y que es nuestra primera navidad juntos, etc,etc! El se fue y yo entré en pánico! y que si las cosas no funcionan? y que va a pasar si no tenemos dinero? y me empecé a traumar entonces cuando estaba al borde del panico apagé mi tele y la compu y me hinqué y con todo mi corazón y fé le pedï a mi Padre Celestial que me recordara por que me iba a casar, que me diera la tranquilidad que necesitaba, que por favor nos ayudara a que todo saliera bien, y mas que nada que me diera la fuerza necesaria para apoyar y ayudar a mi CUTE future hubby!

y creo que me vió muy desesperada y asustada, por que nunk en mi vida habia recibido una respuesta tan rapida, senti una tranquilidad enorme
y entonces recordé cosas que se me habian olvidado y estoy FELIZ creo que feliz no lo explica... tal vez la palabra es agradecida? no se es el sentimiento que viene cuando te das cuenta de las muchas bendiciones que tienes y de las grandes cosas que puedes hacer... entonces hoy mientras leia a Itzel, a NieNie a Jane me hicieron reir y llorar pero mas que nada me dieron una idea de lo que me espera... y ya quiero que empiece...
El dia de hoy definitivamente fue uno de esos dias que no quieres que se te olviden, NPC nos da tender mercies y hoy mas que nunca estoy agradecida por tenerlas... la vida siempre esta upside down siempre andamos como locos corriendo pero los tender mercies siempre estan ahi para recordarnos lo que se nos habia olvidado. 



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